Iya tte Itte mo Kikanai de

**Original Japanese:** [Renta JP](https://renta.papy.co.jp/renta/sc/frm/item/396335/title/2756600/) **Official English:** [BookWalker](https://bookwalker.com/series/0TR51HFKNQQ0/dont-stop-even-if-i-say-so?srsltid=AfmBOorBjfVyFrvNHaPzGks9FQ80WF3CCy4rrbsxfR0fKV4A0xDDUU9k), [MangaPlaza](https://www.ebookrenta.com/renta/sc/frm/item/155527/title/3109626/), Renta "Just once, I want to be held by a man..." Soma Hayashi, an office worker, has kept this secret desire buried deep inside his heart. He gets along well with Minami, the refreshing, nice college student who lives next door. One day, Soma finds himself fantasizing about Minami while touching himself. Overcome with guilt and embarrassment, Soma drinks after work, until he blacks out―only to wake up the next morning in Minami's room...?! A clumsy, pure, and heart-fluttering age-gap romance between two men who are clueless about love. Tamaji Ura's BL debut comic!